Girl.19.CA.
( via fuckyeahcory)
Carol: I do this with him every night. I take the urn to bed with me and I talk about my day. Sixteen years… I’m asking him for advice and, and waiting to hear his laugh, and for him to tell me that he loves me… and he never does, and he never will.
Finn: I won’t do it. I’m not moving, I’m not ready and he wouldn’t want you to do this if I wasn’t ready.
Carol: You didn’t know him, Finn! Sweetheart, I love you so much. We don’t need anymore memories or ghosts… We need a family, a home.
This breaks my heart.
Colbie Caillat <3
plans
I realized today that the life I am currently living was nothing I had expected it to be a few years ago. When I was 16, I had planned that I would be at Emerson College by now, studying to be a writer. Living with people more like me. Living in a huge, foreign and exciting city barely getting by eating Ramen, Diet Dr. Pepper and Cheezits.
Right now, I am probably living something the complete opposite to this dream. Woodland, CA. Small town. Mexicans. Living just fine off of Diet Dr. Pepper, bagels, Chipotle and an array fruit snacks. Although this isn’t what I planned, it’s what was meant to happen for right now. I have also realized that sometimes the things you wanted, were not the things you needed to do. This year alone, I have learned more about myself and other people than I’d ever expected to. My 16 year old self was unaware that my 18 year old self would have things to do and sort out before leaving anywhere. Now, my 19 year old self has got it all worked out. Well sorta. I have many plans or ideas in which I could take myself. All good. All exciting. All me.
Sometimes life tells you what you want. You can still live your dreams, but if you don’t know what they are yet, there’s no need to panic. You’ll figure it out eventually, whoever ‘you’ are. I know I still want to be a writer. I know I still want to own a theater company. But, what I do before that… Who knows? That’s just the beauty of it. So the thing about plans? Have many. Not just one. Dreams? Have as many as you want and never give up. Don’t tie yourself down yet. You’re just a kid. ;)
Love this song.
My dream purse. I need to own this one day.
(via fuckyeahschwartzverse)
DAN: I waited my entire adolescent life for a date with this girl, you know - Serena van der Woodsen. And I decided to close the evening on a wave.
JENNY: It was a nice wave.
DAN: At the end of a date? Come on, there’s no such thing. You only get one shot with a girl like Serena. I got mine, and I blew it.
JENNY: Which means you’ve got nothing to lose.
DAN: Nothing except my last shred of dignity.
JENNY: Oh, no, I think that’s gone.Gossip Girl, 1x02 The Wild Brunch
Team Nate and Jenny forever. :]




